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Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
billsfanmd07 replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Live in Ravens country. This team is not itself. They’ve lost their swagger. Everyone’s here thinks Lamar is hurt. However, they are one Lamar play from the lead. -
That may be true. Thank you and everyone else for giving me a place to just talk and listen. I am grateful for all of you. I've gone through the last month in my brain over and over and over and over thinking about everything. Im remembering the good moments, thinking about the choices I made here at the end and finding peace. She wasn't eating, moving, and had to be in such pain. But she was at peace with me, her tail wagging to my voice at the end. The times she came up to me for extra attention, her still getting up to say hi even she couldn't jump and us do our hello petting all crazy. Ive been listening to reels on grief and that has helped me understand that in those last moments I was doing everything I could in a horrible situation and that is what matters. Second guessing any of that I've heard is just pointless. So I'm trying to understand and remember that. I was with her the entire way and she was calm and not nervous. I didn't let her down. That's all she wanted. I miss her so much.... Not giving her thanksgiving leftovers was a moment for me of sadness but I know she is in a better place. I know she gave me so much love and happiness and I believe I gave her that as well. So I find myself in acceptance and taking moments to be grateful, figuring out what's next for myself. She will always be with me and I'll always have memories I can remember. Some can be sad, some will be happy. I was who she needed and she was what I needed. I don't feel like I've failed her. I think she loved and trusted me because we were always both their for each other. It is an amazing bond and she was such a happy girl. Unconditional love is rare to humans but not to dogs. I didn't disappoint her with that as her dad. The biggest lesson I learned is unconditional love. She gave it when I couldn't love myself. She showed me how to give unconditional love in many respects. That kind of bond is beautiful and I'm glad I experienced it. I can honor her by being the best version of me and that is going to be my focus. Work was difficult, I work in a world where you attitude dictates your income and future. It was rough and I wasn't at my best. I've made a few poor choices this week, which I'm going to have to undo. So I am reminding myself, she wouldn't want me sad so that I can continue to try and be the best version of me so that my day to day reflects it. Thank you all. I hope this thread can be there for anyone who might need to reach out or is searching for an answer because when thought I was alone I had all of you.
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Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
ColoradoBills replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
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Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Simon replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Something is clearly up. He hasn't touched the ball since the 1st qrtr. -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Lionel Hutz replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
When did Thanksgiving become Saint John Madden day? -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
billsherd replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Henry out of the game? I haven't seen him much everytime I have tuned in. -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Livinginthepast replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
They should really have at least 24 points so far, if not 28. -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
zow2 replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Ravens -3 in turnovers and only down 12-7. That’s a win for Baltimore -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
buffblue replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
But he'll put up gaudy numbers as always because he throws the ball so often. Dude has attempted 32 passes in the first half lol -
I’d send a first for him. fair points, but when Lamb was hurt Pickens was still lightening it up. Although, Brady would have to use him correctly.
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Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Simon replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
When you have a league that physically demanding that has done such a credible job of approaching parity, there is just no way anybody can maintain that kind of intensity for 17 straight weeks. There are going to be letdowns and nobody is immune. -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Aussie Joe replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
I’m thinking if the Ravens give up another three turnovers in the 2nd half … the Bengals might win this -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
JoshAllin replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Tinsley costed them 2 tds... -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
ExWNYer replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Another FG. This game has been a real kick to the balls... -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Process replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Can't remember the last time the AFC was this bad. Every single team sucks. -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Watkins90 replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Bengals need to punch this in for 6. -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Sierra Foothills replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Burrow was 22 when he transferred to LSU from Ohio State. Chase was 18 years old that year. -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
CircleTheWagons99 replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Lamar fumbling the game away. -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Scott7975 replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Lamar strikes again! -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
ExWNYer replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Lamar turns it over. -
plus don’t forget Curtis “Iron Man” Samuel.
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We had a mini bye and somehow came out of it more injured then going in. Just saw Palmer DNP. So both starting OTs, Starting TE and WR1 all out? Noice.
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Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
Lost replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
Bengals getting false start flags every single first down -
Thanksgiving Day game thread (no Bills stuff please)
billsherd replied to aristocrat's topic in The Stadium Wall
I think announcers thought the same thing and kinda played it off.
