I’ve been there too man. No doubt some smart Alec’s around here are sarcastically giving you a hard time, but I get it. This team sucks even when they are good.
try to cut yourself off. On a nice day, skip the day and do something else, like a hike or whatever. You’ll have a better time and won’t care that you enjoyed the day while missing the game.
save the games for rainy days and when you are sick. Watch with groups so that you aren’t watching as closely because of the distractions.
don’t watch them until they prove they are good. I started skipping games until Nov bc the weather was good and they were usually out of the playoffs by then.
and most of all stop coming to this forum. It’s mostly a worthless place of endless banter. It’s hours wasted of your life.