The last handful of years I've been feeling less and less upset when things went wrong. I thought it was maybe my age and I was growing out of caring so much. Tonight I was just watching but didn't feel any different until it started getting closer to happening. Now I am as jubilant as I was 17 years ago (some in between). I had no idea it would effect me so positively, to be honest.
I actually now understand how winning can change a culture, I'm feeling it in my own house.