I have come to a very similar place of late. After following the team since 1963 and weathering all of the incredible soul crushing loses, (Still bitter they traded Lamonica away) I've had to reassess how much of my stomach lining I can give to the team. Like the OP, I am working on caring a bit less and not letting the Bills dominate my mood and outlook as they have in past years. That said, I reserve the right to B word.