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The all Tebow for the Bills thread
Captain Hindsight replied to Buffalo Barbarian's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
Ah yes but the difference between Warner and Tebow is Warner can complete a pass -
If Peyton Were Our Quarterback...
Captain Hindsight replied to The Voice of Truth's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
This is about right Meanwhile some kid named EJ would be on the bench and wed be screaming to give the kid a shot! I actually think quite the opposite. They put a lot of trust in him to run a hurry up offense. Very few protection errors and no delay of games I can remember. EJ is by all accounts a sponge. If the kid keeps asking, you keep teaching -
Tale of Qbs Big Ben & EJ
Captain Hindsight replied to Buffaloed in Pa's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
I give him a higher percentage that 20% but I am concerned. His mechanics look better this year and he is still young. I expect him to improve as the year goes. But I must say that no tds in 3 games worries me. Manual has the tools, just got to out it together -
The all Tebow for the Bills thread
Captain Hindsight replied to Buffalo Barbarian's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
I would rather have Skelton -
The all Tebow for the Bills thread
Captain Hindsight replied to Buffalo Barbarian's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
The. Baggage argument is rediculous. These guys are in the business of winning. If they think a player could help them win they will take a chance on him. The league is full of examples of this Ray rice, Vick, roethlisburger, TO, anyone with a criminal record. No GM thinks Tebow is good enough. That's why he is a broadcaster -
Can we drop the annual Lions preseason game?
Captain Hindsight replied to PromoTheRobot's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
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I've never had any issue of talking about it. The hard part is putting it into words that someone can relate to. Its something that is very misunderstood. But talking about and reminding myself how far I've come is good therapy (at least for me). I remember one episode lasting a few weeks. Imagine wearing really dim sunglasses for a few weeks that without warning will suddenly disappear and you will be blinded by light and get a migraine headache instantly. Meanwhile the air around you is super hot and humid then switching to bitter cold so your sweating and shivering. On top of all that you just feel heavy. Now I wear 170 soaking wet, but i would feel like I weighed over 300 pounds. I struggled putting one foot in front of the other some days. It felt like someone was just pushing down on your shoulders for 24 hours a day 7 days a week. I had no appetite, I didnt want to do anything. Whenever I walked somewhere I felt like I had everyones eyes watching me and I could hear them talking about me, judging me. The worst part was when I was sleeping, because it was impossible. I would lay down and be physically and mentally exhausted at this point and I would just hear a distant roar that just got louder and louder and louder until finally I would get up to see what it was and the room would be silent. So I would lay down again and the same thing would happen. I barely slept that whole month. Truly awful disease. I went on meds and was in counseling for two years. I switched colleges because halfway through all this because my first college had such a toxic feel to me, I couldnt stay there. The best thing I ever did was decide I was going to be a better man because of it. So many people overcome adversity in life, why couldnt I be one of them? From that day forward I try to do at least one thing a day to move me past that. Some days its really hard, but the further away I get from those days, the better I feel. Been off meds for almost 4 years and I have had only one anxiety episode in the last year.
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Sunday Ticket - Share Your Strategy Time...
Captain Hindsight replied to Griz's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
We are thinking of cancelling cable entirely. We have time warner currently and can usually get the Bills game of either CBS or Fox and we never watch anything else. I was pretty pissed with them this morning as both internet and TV were out. So I called and spoke with someone. He told me that the neighborhood around me was showing an outage but since no one had called on Friday morning (shocker), they cant send a unit out unless more people call. So instead of hanging at home tonight I'll be at my office at school doing work and watching preseason football illegally -
Dwayne Bowe suspended for opener
Captain Hindsight replied to Bills Fan in Beantown's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
and punching a cop in the face -
If I could change 1 thing about E J
Captain Hindsight replied to Niagara Bill's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
We have no idea what happens in the huddle or behind closed doors. -
I should note that get better with treatment...
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I was taking prozac for about two years while getting counseling treatment too. Most of the time was effective. Made me less compulsive but quicker to get angry
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Whaley: 'Nobody has called Bills about Spiller'
Captain Hindsight replied to qblax16's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
Most on the board seem to forget how many injuries this team had last year. NEWSFLASH: Good teams have tons of depth The 49ers, Saints, Patriots, Broncos, Steelers, Packers, all have 2/3 good tailbacks that can have 20 carries a game Now the Bills do too and you want to trade them away for a 4th round pick? -
Is Sammy's Hair Too Long??
Captain Hindsight replied to BringBackFergy's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
I think Mario's arms are too big -
If I could change 1 thing about E J
Captain Hindsight replied to Niagara Bill's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
Cam Newton wears a visor -
But is he a franchise long snapper???
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This is a topic I am not afraid to talk about. In the poll I said I struggled with depression in the past and I'd say that's mostly true. It never really goes away. You always struggle with depression and in my case anxiety. It always gives me hope when I read about others dealing with mental illness. I wouldn't wish my darkest times on my worst enemy. It's an awful disease. If you are dealing with depression, you are not alone
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Williams spent much of his adult life pretending to be someone else. He may never had a chance to deal with his depression I was one of the lucky ones and able to face it with a ton of support, but even now I still have bad days when I wonder if the world would be better without me. Those thoughts terrify me, but they do happen.
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Rex Grossman signs with the Browns
Captain Hindsight replied to PromoTheRobot's topic in The Stadium Wall Archives
Grossman is being signed to help tutor the QBs on Shannahans playbook. Rex knows it inside and out. Washington was paying him to do that for two years now with Griffin and Cousins -
What Is Your Favorite Robin Williams Movie Ever?
Captain Hindsight replied to Gugny's topic in Off the Wall Archives
Good Will Hunting. That film helped me in my personal life and his scene on the park bench is one of my favorites videos to watch -
My suggestion is to not try to rationalize irrational behavior. People that get to the point of suicide as a viable option are not thinking like you or I.