dear diary,
i'm having second thoughts. maybe i should have accepted the bills extension offer. maybe i'm an idiot. but on the other hand, marcel said i was always miserable, tense, anal and cared about little stupid things. he just doesn't understand the importance of team issued socks for practice. then the bills didn't even mention me once in their Bills Year in Review video after i single handedly led them to 9 wins, those ungrateful bastards. besides, jumping out of airplanes, taking your team golfing in lieu of practice and having so called star power is a waste of time. nope, i did the right thing for me. i am a winner.
yours obviously,
doug