i hear you...i am 4 months in and i still feel lost, but i do keep learning things. my biggest issue is my boss works remotely from Cincinnati so I have seen him maybe 3 times since i have been here and he isn't the most communicative person in the world and his emails are very short and non-specific, and sometimes i feel as though they are all assuming I have been here for years and know everything already. It's frustrating as hell, but each day seems to get the tiniest bit easier and those aha moments are starting to happen. hopefully it works out for you, jobs aren't supposed to make you frustrated.