Yes. You are. Otherwise no need to try and minimize the win by mentioning "bottom feeder" and posting the day after a big bounce back win.
The only "roster questions" I have here are a bunch of the roster of sad, lonely and pathetic minded people are not cut from the list of people that can post here.
Freaking, eat a moon pie. Take an Exlax. Go for a long walk. Find something to bring you joy in life other than the attempts to garner attention by dealing in general asshatadry on a message board.
Have a splended day and I hope you and the family are in good health!