Bad Lieutenant Posted August 5, 2009 Share Posted August 5, 2009 http://georgesodini.com/20090804.htm May 5, 2009:To pull the exit plan off, it popped into my mind to just use some booze. I want to do this before I get laid off, for reasons not worth mentioning but don't seem to have the balls. After the gym, I stopped at Shop N Save and got a fifth of vodka and a small bottle of Jack Daniels. I haven't had a drink since September 1, 1988, just over 20 years. It doesn't matter now, I need to use it to take the edge off of carrying out the exit plan. I will be taking some every now and then to get used to it and see if the alcohol effects will embolden me. Weed would be fun to try again. I don't know who has any. Life is over, who cares? I just need to use common sense, can't drink and drive, etc. This idea just hit me at a point in time and I immediately acted on it. Same thing happened when I decided to go back to Pitt full time, first day was Monday, May 8, 1989, and to buy the house that closed on Friday, September 30, 1996, to name two examples I remember so well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
John Adams Posted August 5, 2009 Share Posted August 5, 2009 http://georgesodini.com/20090804.htm I never get fished into crap like this but I just scanned a lot of those entries. He talks about how he hasn't gotten laid in 20 years and that's why he's doing it. If you click the "me" link, you expect to see a fat tub of turd D&D dork (like most people here) but he's a decent looking dude who should not be having trouble getting laid. And he seems to have a decent grip on reality...of course that's not true. What demons in this guy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phlegm Alley Posted August 5, 2009 Share Posted August 5, 2009 http://georgesodini.com/20090804.htm Service unavailable. Looks like they took it down. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
John Adams Posted August 5, 2009 Share Posted August 5, 2009 Service unavailable. Looks like they took it down. Still works for me. Creeptastic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bad Lieutenant Posted August 5, 2009 Author Share Posted August 5, 2009 Still works for me. Creeptastic. It's probably stored in your browser cache. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bad Lieutenant Posted August 6, 2009 Author Share Posted August 6, 2009 He talks about how he hasn't gotten laid in 20 years and that's why he's doing it. If you click the "me" link, you expect to see a fat tub of turd D&D dork (like most people here) but he's a decent looking dude who should not be having trouble getting laid. Here's a less flattering picture of Sodini. http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/08/05/gym.sh...iary/index.html Throughout the log, Sodini refers to a shooting that he is planning as an "exit plan." His first entry is November 5, 2008. "Planned to do this in the summer but figure to stick around to see the election outcome," it says. The December 22 entry says: "Time is moving along. Planned to have this done already. I will just keep a running log here as time passes. Many of the young girls here look so beautiful as to not be human, very edible. After joining this gym, started lifting weights and like it." Two days later came an entry about loneliness. "Moving into Christmas again. No girlfriend since 1984, last Christmas with Pam was in 1983. Who knows why. I am not ugly or too weird. No sex since July 1990 either (I was 29)." By December 26, the writer seems to have picked a date. "I will shoot for Tuesday, January 6, 2009, at maybe 8:15. I have list of to-do items to make." In an entry dated January 5, he laments, "Every evening I am alone, and then go to bed alone. ... Why should I continue another 20+ years alone? I will just work, come home, eat, maybe do something, then go to bed (alone) for the next day of the same thing. This is the Auschwitz Syndrome, to be in serious pain for so long one thinks it is normal. I cannot wait for tomorrow!" Then he loses his nerve. "It is 8:45PM," reads an entry dated January 6. "I chickened out! [Expletive] I brought the loaded guns, everything. Hell!" A May 5 entry outlines a technique. "To pull the exit plan off, it popped into my mind to just use some booze," the entry reads. "After the gym, I stopped at Shop N Save and got a fifth of vodka and a small bottle of Jack Daniels." The diary recounts a failure with women and a growing anger. "There are 30 million desirable women in the US (my estimate) and I cannot find one," a May 18 entry reads. "Not one of them finds me attractive. These problems have gotten worse over a 30-year period. I need to expect nothing from me or other people." The entry from Monday recounts practice for a shooting. "I took off today, Monday, and tomorrow to practice my routine and make sure it is well polished. I need to work out every detail, there is only one shot. Also I need to be completely immersed into something before I can be successful." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Poojer Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 not to make light of this tragedy....but i better got off my a$$ and get a date...... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Philly McButterpants Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 Too bad friends or family didn't notice that he was a ticking time bomb . . . . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bad Lieutenant Posted August 6, 2009 Author Share Posted August 6, 2009 Too bad friends or family didn't notice that he was a ticking time bomb . . . . Here's his entire blog with names etc redacted. http://i.cdn.turner.com/cnn/2009/images/08/05/sodini.pdf I'm shocked that nobody he knew accidently stumbled upon it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stuckincincy Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 not to make light of this tragedy....but i better got off my a$$ and get a date...... Be sure to bring tomatoes... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
buffaloaggie Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 Here's his entire blog with names etc redacted. http://i.cdn.turner.com/cnn/2009/images/08/05/sodini.pdf I'm shocked that nobody he knew accidently stumbled upon it. That's what's been sticking with me. Nobody cared about this guy. It's like he went through life totally unnoticed. Co-workers, family, friends, no one read his blog. Would have raised a red flag if anyone did. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JoeFerguson Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 He says his net worth is $250k. Why didn't he just hire hookers if he wanted to get laid so bad? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
John Adams Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 That's what's been sticking with me. Nobody cared about this guy. It's like he went through life totally unnoticed. Co-workers, family, friends, no one read his blog. Would have raised a red flag if anyone did. Sending your thoughts out into space doesn't mean anyone will see them. I'm sure people would have read his page if they knew it was there. Do you google all your buddies to see if they have some page where they type out their plans? I don't. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
John Adams Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 He says his net worth is $250k. Why didn't he just hire hookers if he wanted to get laid so bad? He had a lot of Jesus in that blog--maybe he had some warped version of morality that didn't allow it. Who knows? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wooderson Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 He says his net worth is $250k. Why didn't he just hire hookers if he wanted to get laid so bad? Maybe he wasn't after just sex. From reading his blog, it seems like he just wanted to fill the void of feeling alone and empty inside. He might have been after more of a relationship and having a woman to come home to at night. Who knows. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Assquatch Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 He says his net worth is $250k. Why didn't he just hire hookers if he wanted to get laid so bad? Didn't he have a picnic table? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Philly McButterpants Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 Didn't he have a picnic table? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
inkman Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 ...a lot of Jesus...warped version of morality Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Omar Little Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 He had a lot of Jesus in that blog--maybe he had some warped version of morality that didn't allow it. Who knows? I read the blog yesterday and the only times he mentioned religion were to bash it, so... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miyagi-Do Karate Posted August 6, 2009 Share Posted August 6, 2009 Maybe he wasn't after just sex. From reading his blog, it seems like he just wanted to fill the void of feeling alone and empty inside. He might have been after more of a relationship and having a woman to come home to at night. Who knows. In the era of internet dating, how can one not find a girlfriend? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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