I have about 35 years in as a fan and have spent the last 15-20 with very little expectations or hope with any of it. I enjoy the great plays, I enjoy the wins. But at the end of the day I never let my mind drift into thinking "this is the year". If I'm lucky (as I was this year) I will get a few moments where I feel those old childlike emotions of excitement bubble up again. It started when it was 22-21 and we had the ball. It ended when we failed on the 4th down. But in the end, here we are. I'm pretty down and haven't fully absorbed the loss, but I'm also not catatonic because I didn't let myself buy into this feeling that we would win it all. Perhaps that's just aging or perhaps I'm a little B and just want to keep my emotions protected. Either way I know at some point we will win this and when that happens it will be probably one of the better feelings any fan can have because of what we have been thru and the loyalty and love we have for this team. Huge hug to all my Bills brethren.