I am in CT and am subject to the Pats. Wife likes them, kids friends all follow, putting bad influences on them. I try to like the Pats when they dont play the Bills and i find it very hard. Maybe against the Jets and Miami. But i just cant. Brady is such a femme. The Giants - Pats SB, by half time i was so going for NY. Dont know why, hate them too.
They have become the evil empire and I am afraid you are becoming brain washed. Its not normal, this current win streak by the Bills is what you need. Sounds like your kinda soft. If you stick with it, though, this year will get you back.