In all seriousness I miss it. But I think what we're really talking about is nostalgia. Which can be bittersweet.
I'll never recapture that experience I had v the Browns 2007, hoping to tie from 0-8, for OT to get a 6-8 record, a shot for wildcard at 8-8, then knocking off the Patriots. Then we ran a doomed screen play on 4th and long and got shut out.. I loved the irrational optimism more than anything. Every year.
I'll never handle/miss/desire tanking well