Fair enough.....but like Fez said, the info on each area is posted and mention "intent" not just possessing. I mean, you could get me on similar charges for carrying a screwdriver if you can prove intent.
Stay positive man. Do you have family and friends where you live? If so lean on them, that's what they are for. Maybe crash on someones couch for a bit until you can get back on your feet. It's ok to ask for help. You are off to a good start by being open about it. Be honest with people and they will likely cut you a break. Good luck. I look forward to hearing your bounce back story.